Emo Baby Vamp Music #3

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The last installment. Mission accomplished. Two weeks of songs that fit my awful and abandoned mood *frowns. Y’all can listen to ’em on my Blip.fm

Night 10: ‘Judith (Renholder Mix)’ – A Perfect Circle (full lyrics)

Your Lord and your Christ
Took all you had and
Still you pray, you never stray
You never
You never thought to question why
It’s not like you killed someone
It’s not like you drove a hateful spear into his side
Praise the one who left you
Broken down and paralyzed
He did it all for you

Night 11: ‘What I Wouldn’t Give’ – Holly Brook (full lyrics)

Feeling like i can’t forgive but i want to
It’s like i don’t know how to live i’m afraid to
I used to think take them as they come without hesitations no
Now it’s like my head is filled with lies and persuasions

What i wouldn’t give just to forget
What i wouldn’t give to get some rest
So i can remember how to live again
I wanna live again

Night 12: ‘Under My Feet’ – Celldweller (full lyrics)

So this is how it feels to suffer?
And I had too much to say
But it’s over now
And I’m going down
Alone, alone

I’ve no guarantees
I’ll recognize my disease
Before my time has gone
It’s all I’ve found
Can’t get the hell off the ground
Out from under my feet

Promises and wishes all mean nothing
When it’s me that I’m speaking to
Wanting something
Won’t mean I will see it through

I don’t need to see these visions to remind me
That I’m dying from the inside out
Wanting you here
It still means I must do without

Night 13: ‘Trouble’ – Coldplay (full lyrics)

Oh no, what’s this?
A spider web, and I’m caught in the middle,
So I turn to run,
The thought of all the stupid things I’ve done,

And I never meant to cause you trouble,
I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,
And oh no, I never meant to do you harm.

Night 14: ‘Cannonball’ – Damien Rice (full lyrics)

There’s still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
There’s still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
It’s still a little hard to say what’s going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love, it taught me to lie
Life, it taught me to die
So it’s not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

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Emo Baby Vamp Music #2

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I’ve been havin’ such a horrible week and feelin’ so lonely that I haven’t put together my emo music list this week… So here it goes. Have a listen to them on my Blip.fm

Night 4: ‘My Skin’ – Natalie Merchant (full lyrics)

Take a look at my body
Look at my hands
There’s so much here
That I don’t understand

Do you remember the way
That you touched me before
All the trembling sweetness
I loved and adored?

Your face saving promises
Whispered like prayers
I don’t need them
I don’t need them

I’ve been treated so wrong
I’ve been treated so long
As if I’m becoming untouchable

I’m a slow dying flower
Frost killing hour
The sweet turning sour
And untouchable

You better shut your mouth
Hold your breath
Kiss me now you’ll catch my death
O, I mean it

Night 5: ‘Samson & Delilah’ – Shirley Manson (full lyrics)

Delilah, she climbed up on Samson’s knee
Said tell me where your strength lies, if you please
Then she spoke so kind and she talked so fair
Til Samson said Delilah, cut off my hair

If I had my way
If I had my way
If I had my way
I’d burn this whole building down

Night 6: ‘Dancing Dirty Into the Snow’ – Missy Higgins (full lyrics)

Alone you find yourself just hanging,
and to fill the hole you cling to all that seems,
to hide the little girl that crying,
underneath the rage that you let others see.

‘Cause you’re dancing dirt into the snow
while others look at you on show.
You’re dancing dirt into the snow
while all around you people grow
And watch you bleed.

The more you push through broken glass, the thicker it becomes.
And the more you turn on broken worlds, the sooner you will need.
The more you push through broken glass, the thicker it becomes.
And the more you turn on broken worlds, the sooner you will need
A gun.

Night 7: ‘Hurricane’ – Natalie Imbruglia (full lyrics)

It picked me like a cherry
And I don’t understand
And it killed me with the craving
Still I don’t understand
It thrilled me to starvation
And I don’t understand
And it stripped me ugly naked
Still I don’t understand
No I don’t understand

You’re all that I could need
And I’m falling on my knees
You’re all that I could be
And I’m falling on my knees

Hurricane
You pulled me out of the past
And landed me in today
Hurricane

Night 8: ‘It Doesn’t Matter’ – Alison Krauss (full lyrics)

It doesn’t matter what I want
It doesn’t matter what I need
It doesn’t matter if I cry
Don’t matter if I bleed
You’ve been on a road
Don’t know where it goes or where it leads

It doesn’t matter what I want
It doesn’t matter what I need
If you’ve made up your mind to go
I won’t beg you to stay
You’ve been in a cage
Throw you to the wind you fly away

Night 9: ‘I Realize’ – Megan McCauley (full lyrics)

Everyone I thought I count on, has let me die.
Everyone I thought I could lean on, Has made me cry.
Everytime I close my eyes there’s nothing there.
Feeling empty is all I have left, There’s nothing else to bare.

And I realize, that I’ve lost my mind.
And I realize, that I am the lie.
It’s over, my time to shine.
I’m already dead, so why can’t I die

Jessica Fanmix: Funeral for a Good Girl

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Emo Baby Vamp Music #1

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So, baby vamp is havin’ a rough time for the next two weeks, right? What better way to help her get her head around it than have a song that perfectly fits what she’s feelin’. And let me tell ya, she’s feelin’ it hard. Each night I’m gonna find the perfect song to suit Jess and her frame of mind. Kudos to you if you’ve noticed me blippin’ three already. So, in case you miss ’em, I’ll be blogging them every few days as she continues her downward spiral.

To have a listen to them, check out my Blip profile.

Night 1: ‘Gone’ – Jessica Riddle (full lyrics)

I know you’re gone,
I know you’re leaving me
behind your dreams,
behind your prayers.
What do you think,
what do you want,
what do you love?

I hear your sighs
I hear your heartbeat
Pound me on my back,
I’m on my own now.
What do I see,
what do I feel,
what do I love,
what do I love,
What do I love?

Night 2: ‘Bother’ – Stone Sour (full lyrics)

Wish I was too dead to cry.
My self-affliction fades.
Stones to throw at my creator,
Masochists, to which I cater.

You don’t need to bother,
I don’t need to be.
I’ll keep slipping farther,
But once I hold on,
I won’t let go ’till it bleeds.

Wish I was too dead to care,
If indeed I cared at all.
Never had a voice to protest,
So you fed me shit to digest.
I wish I had a reason,
My flaws are open season.
For this I gave up trying,
One good turn deserves my dying.

Night 3: ‘My Medea’ – Vienna Teng (full lyrics)

For it’s my thoughts that bind me here
It’s this love that I most fear
And this child I would destroy
For I hold her pain most dear

No haven for this heart
No shelter for this child in mazes lost
Heaven keep us apart
A curse for every mile of ocean crossed

For I must die for what I’ve done
A twist of fate a desert sun
For I see what I destroy
Sweet reflection knife into me
For I see what I destroy
I can see what I’ve begun

Baby Vamp Plays it Like That! #5

Y’all knew this was comin’ *winks*

Bleeding Love – Leona Lewis

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater than the risk that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

Baby Vamp Plays it Like That! #4

Can’t seem to get this song outta my head lately. I’m sure there’s a certain boy who’s to blame for that… *winks*

Day Too Soon – Sia

Pick me up in your arms
Carry me away from harm
You’re never gonna put me down
I know you’re just one good man
You’ll tire before we see land
You’re never gonna put me down

Oh I’ve been running all my life
I ran away, I ran away from good
Yeah I’ve been waiting all my life
You’re not a day you’re not day too soon

Honey I will stitch you
Darling I will fit you in my heart
Honey I will meet you
Darling I will keep you in my heart

You’ll risk all this for just a kiss
I promise I will not resist
Promise you won’t hold me down
And when we reach a good place
Let’s be sure to leave no trace
Promise they won’t track us down

Now I’ve been running all my life
I ran away, I ran away from good
Yeah, I’ve been waiting all my life
You’re not a day, you’re not a day too soon

Honey I will stitch you
Darling I will feel you in my heart
Honey I will meet you
Darling I will keep you in my heart

I’ve been running all my life
I ran away, I ran away from good
Yeah I’ve been waiting all my life
You’re not a day, you’re not a day too soon

Oh honey I will stitch you
Darling I will feel you in my heart
Honey I will meet you
Darling I will keep you in my heart

Lonely Hearts Club – A Hoyt/Jess Fanmix

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